My (Virtual) Experience at MLA '11

I didn't go to the MLA this year, at least not in person. There are a number of reasons: I'm not on a job search, I wasn't presenting, I spent Christmas at home in Canada with my family instead, I couldn't really afford it because we have just bought a house and moved immediately before the holidays, etc. But the truth is, I didn't even submit an abstract to be on any panels; each previous year, I submitted PILES of abstracts and my rate of acceptance is dismally low. And when the abstracts were due, I thought I was kissing my academic career goodbye (I'm pretty sure I've kissed any hope of the tenure-track goodbye, but anyway). All of this to say, I wasn't planning on having anything to do with the MLA this year, or perhaps any year after this (unless by some miracle, it comes to Kentucky, which I doubt). 

I don't like the MLA. In fact, I don't really much like academic conferences at all, big or small, despite my writing to the contrary. And I don't like them for reasons that are unique; I am completely incapable of interacting normally with my fellow academics. I get so nervous that I end up blubbering and babbling and gushing and sticking my foot in my mouth. I act overly-familiar or too distant. I don't know how to make "friends" and I never really know anyone and no one really knows me. I work in a weird field (Haitian-Canadian/Caribbean-Canadian writing, among other things) and teach in a completely different area (composition). I'm usually a very social person who is at ease in groups of strangers. But when those strangers are my intellectual "superiors," I turn into a mess. 

When #MLA11 turned up in my Twitter timeline, I was sucked in. I followed along and got involved in the discussions about Digital Humanities and how technology is changing the profession (#openprof and #newtools). I asked questions that I may have been too shy or blubbery to ask otherwise (seriously, 140 characters is a blessing for me). I read blog posts about other presentations (a big, big thank you to Dr. Davis of Teaching College English for being such a diligent blogger). I learned a lot, was challenged and I think was able to pose some challenging questions in return, especially in regards to those of us off the tenure-track. I made new "friends," got some new followers, and basically got over myself through the semi-anonymity of the web; you can't see my blush online. 

Now, I want to meet all of these fabulous people I follow on Twitter or whose blogs I read. I want to have my own discussion group/panel (maybe about using social media to improve our teaching/creating PLN in higher education - #FYCchat plug!).  I want to go to Seattle next January and, for the first time, enjoy an MLA conference because I don't feel intimidated or like I don't belong. I'm sure I'll still stick my foot in my mouth or ramble on too long with someone I've greatly admired from afar. But, hey, I'm looking forward to it now. 

So thank you MLA Convention for having Wi-Fi and to that handful of Tweeters and bloggers. You reached at least one person and convinced them to join the party next year.